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[Aug. 10th, 2005|09:34 am] |
Arkansas sucks + Micah's phone sucks = Micah missed the text messages that said "Capture the flag, wish you were here," and "Camping, wish you were here," and whatever other ones were sent which completely fucking sucks and kind of makes me sad about the recent turn of events because ugh. What if that's what lost it? That I requested messages and then I didn't respond because I didn't recieve them, even though they were sent? And it was kind of the final straw that broke the camel's back? I get shy and then I ignored him without having any control over ignoring him because arkansas sucks + my phone sucks, and he decides that he's tired of me being so silly?
Anyway, when he said that, it made me think for a fleeting moment that I might still have a chance. And maybe I do. Who can say? But I'm not going to worry about it. I'm going to be me, and whatever happens, happens. [And maybe I'll drink more drinks with ginseng, just in case.][I kid.]
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